RANT.

If you come into my home, you respect my mother and her house. That is a given right? My mothers partner has friends who insist on cleaning new spoons. Now my mother is what I call a 'Monica' she is obsessively clean, if one of her place mats are the wrong way round, she notices and changes it. This is annoying and I really have a thing about people who think they are bigger and better than other people. This is situational ranting, I would not normally blog about things like this but I mean, GET THAT STICK OUT OF YOUR ARSE...

My Favourite youtubers!

Music: I have to admit this is a tie between Sam Tsui and Tyler ward!  But at the moment Sam has just released his debut album and as someone who discovered him a long time ago when he sang with Nick Pitera one of my favourite songs 'For good'. His album is so beautiful, incorporating heart-warming love songs such as 'Me without you' and 'Wherever you are' to the more upbeat songs like the title track 'Make it up' I strongly recommend buying his album. He is super pretty, also his voice is not something you hear very often. He acts too! And apparently he has decided to let the world know there is really very little he cant do by dancing in his new music video which I will  insert here:

He also works with a SUPER TALENTED producer Kurt Schneider.
(side note they also both attended Yale University, what clever boys!)

Comedy: 100% for me this has got to be Shane Dawson, I mean this guy is fucking funny! If you like me enjoy crude senses of humour he is the guy for you! He incorporates music into his comedy at times also which I love being such a huge fan of music. I love that he doesn't take himself too seriously and I know if I've had a shitty day I can tune into one of his videos and find myself with an ears splitting grin and if not my sides normally hurt from copious amounts of laughter! Especially funny is his music video and song Fuck up ill add that in below: 

Vlogger: This has to go to like many others would agree Joey Graceffa. Man his life can be the most boring thing ever and he still manages to make me smile, whether it be his Edward Cullen hair, Shared love of the hunger games or just general silliness  I am definitely a psychopath (name for his viewers) Also he did extremely well on the US version of The Amazing Race with fellow youtuber Strawburry17. His face is also not a bad sight when one is having a bad day, CHECK HIM OUT GETTING SHIRTLESS WITH SAWYER: 

Make up/Beauty: I feel I need to show some love to my fellow English folks which I am happy to do with fleurdeforce (fleur) She is a beautiful lady and has some killer advice on what is good within the beauty realm. I am not exactly the most competent girl when it comes to making myself look even slightly presentable but her videos have helped me to know what is good to buy and introduced me to some lovely products that I use now:

Finally I feel like this YouTube needs a mention even though im not sure how I would categorise it, I just really enjoy the short films that they make, in fact this is my favourite short film production channel although that doesn't really have the best ring to it. Wong Fu Productions are 3 guys that I have to admit I shamelessly have only just discovered and man, they are talented. They surround themselves admittedly with some awesome talent which just helps to propel their good work into the realm of AWESOME. So here is a short film they did which was really beautifully shot and see if you recognise any of the actors... Maybe from Glee?

Eurovision 2013

So the Eurovision was on this past Saturday and I thought I would wait to post so that I could express my predictable sadness.
The same thing happens every year when it comes to me and the Eurovision, I always watch it thinking 'This year we might actually do well, and some of the people may actually be good' Every year I find myself staring open mouthed at the TV for the sheer ridiculousness and this year certainly did not disappoint I mean Romania definitely win weirdest performance ill just throw it in here for you all to erm... Experience?

I wont be forgetting those 3 minutes of my life wasted in a long time.

Then of course you have my personal favourite, which was not United kingdom surprisingly it was Malta. The cute romance song which was a Jack Johnson type feel good song sung by a recently qualified doctor, no idea how he had the time to enter Eurovision considering the medical students I know have no time to do much else and they are still STUDENTS?! But nevertheless I LOVED IT. So here a feast for your eyes and ears! it even has a music video which is ADORABLE.

Then there was Bonnie Tyler who represented my great nation, yeah I really didn't think much of the song and her performance wasn't great either, I dont know if its because she wasn't my era or just isn't my type of music but I will not be listening to that again in a hurry! We finished a brilliant 19th out of 26th which some people would consider well... not great but considering our track record WELL DONE BONNIE.

The winner was a deserving Denmark whose song was lovely and simple but her lisp rather annoyed me, anyway ill put that in here just because well, she won bless her little soul! 

Tich

I recently discovered that this girl existed and I am actually really excited to see what she brings out, her début album 'Dumb' was released a few days ago and if this song is anything to go by I think I am going to have a long standing love for this musician, its nice to have someone who can sing and writes her own music. Its refreshing as so many people in this day and age do not write their own music or are so auto-tuned that it is painful to listen to!

so enjoy, cause I certainly do and I think there are big things to come from this girl!

Writing

As it so happens, at the moment I am trying to write something which is at least half decent. I find writing helps me to clear my head, I get to escape to another place when reality gets too much. Nothing I ever write is what I would deem as readable and to be honest I am struggling to write at all at the moment even though the amount of stress keeps on building around me.

A levels at the moment seem to be the only thing that is being talked about and when you put enough pressure on yourself to do well and get into university on the course you have dreamed of for so long it all becomes a little too much.
Studying English has made my mind more creative and my understanding of the written and spoken word so much wider. I am grateful for my tutor because she has a way of making English fun again, which for a while it wasn't for me. I like to think that one day I will be able to surround myself in the English literature and Language and be paid to do so.

So this is what I want to do, and well where do you see yourself? The impossible question.

My favourite person's birthday

Me and Mum a few years ago on holiday

My little sister and a rather disgruntled Mum

Mum and my best friend

Me and Mum both looking worse for wear

This lady right here is one of it not the most important person to ever walk the earth, in my opinion anyway. Without her I wouldn't know comfort, love, anger, passion and certainly compromise. She taught me everything that makes me who I am today (whether that is a good thing i'm not sure) I know for a fact that I do not show this lady enough love and that is why I am sharing her with the internet because everyone should know that I adore this beautiful lady with every single atom in my body. She has done so much and has been through so much and yet she still manages to be one of the strongest people I know. I know I am not biased because she is my mum because she has everyone around her adoring her too. She listens to my problems and never once have I told her something and felt judged even though I am her child she is always supportive and honest (a little too honest). She brought me and my younger sister and brother into this world and I think as her greatest achievements we owe her everything, due to the fact that every heartbreak, failure, success, opportunity, job, love and future we get is all because of her. I cannot thank her enough.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEAUTIFUL MUM FOR TOMORROW. 

Silent Problems

One of my massive annoyances in life is when people have a problem with me and don't hash it out. I think that if there is a problem, I and the person who has the problem both deserve the respect that comes with sorting it out.
I can not sort a problem that I am unaware of, It makes me angrier that you would tell someone else about the problem rather than going to the source itself. I get that some people do not deal well with confrontation but at least give me the chance to talk things through else the problem is just going to reoccur and become much larger than it needs to be.

moral of the story is, if I have a problem I will tell you about it, I only expect the same courtesy back.